There is so much in this life to do. It is thrilling. The sun was out and the weather was in the fifties today and I woke up thinking about the same things, the same person I thought about when I drunkenly tried to fall asleep, to tell myself that it was unhealthy to think about this person for so long. I went to the Metropolitan last night with the Florida kids and it was the most crowded it has been in a long time. Everyone was there and there was even dancing going on. And I danced to Whitney Houston's "I Wanna Dance With Somebody (Who Loves Me)" with a mass of people whom I love. And fuck, I have about five minutes to write here and there is so much I want to talk about, but I have to go to some gallery openings that I am really excited about.

The weather was amazing today. I made food, and coffee on my stove (stovetop coffee is the best!) - coffee that had me on the verge of manic tears when I was walking around later enjoying the day listening to the Supremes, stopping in a used book shop and browsing forever before purchasing three titles I am really excited about. Before that I spent a couple hours sending out resume and cover letter after resume and cover letter to about fifteen different jobs, hearing myself say absurd things, that I was really excited about the most loathsome jobs and laughed a lot, and have an interview at one of those loathsome jobs I feigned excitement about on Monday.

But besides that, there are two things that I need to write for my own sanity and I have just not been finding the time to, but they are both important and fuck, time's up, have to leave this second. I love you!